With all of the holidays and things lately I’ve been so busy. I’m worn out and I need a rest. I cannot wait until Christmas. I just want it to be here now. Really only so it can be over and done with.

So here are a few pics for your entertainment

The first are at my Mom’s Christmas party and the others are of my dog and her new puppies. I knew she was pregnant but I didn’t realize she was going to have them when she did. I got the day off and stayed with her that day. I caught her in the act of making the babies and tried to stop it but it was too late. So, now, I suffer the consequences. The puppies are kind of cute but I would never have wanted any. But, it’s cool to see how ‘motherly’ Miaya can be without ever having done it before.

Here is a shot of my blue, silver and red Christmas tree.

I saw the new Will Smith movie, I am Legend. It wasn’t half bad. A little scary and kind of sad but I think they over-all made a very decent movie. Not one that I’m likely to watch over and over again but still entertaining. I want to see the new Johnny Depp movie, it looks awesome.

I can also now officially say I’ve had some form of plastic surgery. It was three weeks ago. . . I will post something later about what I had done and what my results were but I need a little more time to heal up so I get good before and after photos.

Name: Chelsea Perry
Nickname: Chels, Sea Shell, Chicken
Residing: Las Vegas, NV
Birthday: March 4th, 1988
Zodiac: Picses
Ethnicity: Asian, Irish, English
Height: 5′6
Birth Place: Las Vegas, NV
Status: Freshly single
Religion: Christian

Loves:

incense, red and white roses, candy, cologne, guys with nice smiles, guys that smile, guys that can make me smile, laughing, pool parties, movies, music, dancing, singing, vampires, guys with nice eyes, cell phones, shopping, clothes, biting, Guys that know how to dress, cuddling, breakfast bagel sandwiches, hugs and kisses, holding hands, Money, Miaya, Computers, Great Friends, A good book, furtune cookies, my cats, Harry Potter, telling somone special that you love them, having someone special tell you that they love you, rain, ocean, theme parks, my camera, pictures, dressing up, web design, sneakers, moments, inside jokes, California, feeling beautiful, sappy love songs, hearing someone say thank you sincerely, saved by the bell, yearbooks, web cams, meeting old friends, hooking up with old boyfriends.

Loathes:

feet, big egos, when people ignore me, spinach, guys that ask for your number but don’t call, lies and liars, beat up old cars, people that don’t brush thier teeth, comb thier hair, or shower regularly, when my computer is going slow, insects, spiders, Snakes, traffic jams, guys that always wear socks that go up to thier knees, Hoochie girls, Big girls wearing clothes way to small for them, school, when someone by you has a stuffy nose and you can hear it, I just want to tell them go grab a ******* tissue and blow your ******* nose, is it that hard???, when people come over to my house and make a mess, people that tell me their going to do something and don’t do it, when people tell me what to do, when people touch me, when people call me out of my name, people that talk behind your back, Wal-Mart, Breaking a nail, Fights, Sunday Drivers, big dogs, beer, heartbreak, secrets

To Do List

[  ] Fly in a helicopter over the strip
[x] get a tattoo
[x] Buy a laptop
[  ] Take a vacation to England
[  ] Have a star named after me
[  ] rent a house boat and have a party
[  ] Go skinny dipping
[  ] Bungy jump
[  ] Get Married
[  ] Buy a house
[x] Go on a cruise
[  ] Buy a house on the beach in California
[x] Buy a car
[  ] Buy a horse
[x] Get a job
[  ] Own a business
[  ] Tell the truth
[x] Learn to cook really good food
[  ] Travel the world
[  ] Forgive my dad
[  ] Learn to surf
[  ] Swim with dolphins
[x] Go to a LA Lakers Game
[  ] Repay my mom for everything she’s ever done
[  ] Learn a foriegn language
[  ] Make three REAL friends foever
[  ] Finish high school
[x] Pet a snake
[  ] Go to college
[  ] Learn to play guitar
[  ] Do something really good in the world
[  ] Die a happy old woman
[  ] Learn to mix drinks
[x] Kareoke
[  ] Go to heaven
[  ] Have a Betty Boop themed bathroom
[  ] Buy a house somewhere, where it rains a lot
[  ] Fly in a hot air balloon
[  ] Buy a boat
[  ] Buy an RV
[  ] Go to a strip club
[x] Play laser tag
[  ] Travel all over the U.S. in my RV
[  ] Ride on an airplane
[  ] Go to a Chicago Bulls game
[  ] Get a professional massage
[  ] Take the Richard Petty Driving Experience
[  ] Eat at the restuarant called Top of the World
[  ] Visit Jamaica
[  ] Truly help someone else
[x] Get a puppy
[  ] Throw a hotel party
[  ] Get a total of ten piercings
[x] Lose 25lbs
[  ] See Thunder from Down Under and Chipendales

Random Things

• I wore braces for three years.
• I eat really fast.
• I am a very shy person.
• I was a cheerleader for a year and a half.
• My grandpa died before my mom was born.
• I’m terrified of cars.
• I love my family and I think they are the biggest bunch of goofballs ever.
• I’ve rode the rollar coaster on top of the Stratosphere.
• I honsetly am in love with my car.
• I have a really hard time trusting anyone.
• I’m an only child.
• I always thought I’d get married at a young age.
• I am a very messy person at home but at work, things can’t be neat enough.
• I am a procrastinator.
• I have a really hard time trusting anyone.
• I never give up on people I love.
• I care about others more than I care about myself.
• I wear nothing but high heels.
• I can’t stay still on escalators, I have to walk either up or down depending on which way it’s going.
• I have a lot of influence over other people.
• My middle name is Rachel, it’s the same as my Moms.
• I’m very selfish.
• I don’t like the sun, I like to stay in the shade and I will do whatever is necesary to stay out of the sun.
• I’m not afriad of clowns but I dislike them.
• I’m a people-pleaser.
• I’m a dreamer.
• I NEVER drink off of people.
• I go to the store and just walk around when I get bored.
• I always dance like no ones watching.
• I love getting mail.
• I as 12 when I got my belly button pierced.
• I hate tea but force myself to drink it.
• I’ve never been stung by a bee.
• I hate talking on the phone, I feel like I’m talking to the phone and not the person.
• I can’t say no.
• I use punctionation when I text messege.
• I make this noise someimtes it sounds like EEE when I get excited.
• I’ve never had tuna.
• I’m a total people watcher and will go to the mall and sit there just laughing at people.
• I am horrible at communication
• I love the adrenaline rush of doing something I know I shouldn’t be doing.
• I failed both my permit and license test the first time I took them.
• I type 75WPM.
• I’m completely obsessed with candy and I have stashes of it everywhere.
• I’m a junk food addict.
• I have a thing for both marines and firefighters.
• I’ve never been in a fist fight before.
• I have been so drunk that I couldn’t walk.
• I’ve been humbled by a life changing experience.

I’m so at a loss for words now. I feel completely exhausted. This whole ordeal has really taken its toll on me. I had to get out of this house last night and I had to see what I was missing so bad. I did go to the house, he wasn’t there and instead I found every single picture of me and/or us taken down or turned around. I wasn’t sure whether he was mad at me and decided he didn’t want to look at me or he had another girl over to the house and didn’t want her to see pictures of us. In the end I guess I decided that it was just the sign I needed. I grabbed the suit cases and started packing up my stuff right away. I was there until about 1:00 or so talking on the phone and packing stuff. I did take all of the pictures that were taken down and I left him only with what was left of the 365 hershey’s kisses from Christmas when I wrapped each one with a different reason why I love him. Probably one of the sweetest things I’ve done for anyone and one of the moments of our relationship that will always and forever be etched in my heart.

I went back this morning to get some more stuff. He was there this time and we had a litte bit of a talk he said he wasn’t expecting it, just as I wasn’t expecting to find every single picture ripped down. I took the pictures coming down as the sign of our break up and I think he took me moving out as the same thing. I think he expected me to wait for him. He said he didn’t take the pictures down to hurt me, but he did hurt me, although I’m glad he did it. That was what finally broke the bond and all hope that I had of us ever rekindling. Thinking back on our conversation today I appologized quite a few times for things which I really didn’t need to be apologizing for. I believe that today was probably the last time I’ll ever see him or hear from him again and suprisingly I think I’m really OK with that. Let me tell you though, it is really difficult moving your entire house into one room with a small four door sedan while it’s almost 90 degrees outside all by yourself. I’m beyond exhausted right now. I beleve that all of my broken heart symptoms are just making it worse.

The constant nasuea thing has started to subside slightly. I think I may have found someone to help take my mind off of him which helps. Nothing serious yet but someone to hang out with, talk to and then we’ll see where it goes. I’ve known him for a long time (about seven years), we liked each other at some point in the past but never admitted it to one another because other people were in the way. We both only recently admitted it to my cousin who has made it her soul purpose to get us together. He may be just what I need to help me through this. We’re going to get together this weekend. And I may join him and my cousin in a trip to Belize this Summer.

The loss of appetite hasn’t gone away, and I’m down 25 lbs now. Sheesh, at this rate I’ll be a stick figure soon.

I haven’t gotten a significant amount of sleep in the past two days so I’ve found myself drifting off into daytime naps a lot.

Suprisingly, I still have yet to cry. I’ve gotten choked up a few times but nothing happened. Today, I was sitting on the couch with Miaya (my constant reminder of him) and I told myself, “Just cry, it’s okay to let it all out, just cry.” Still nothing came I want so bad to just have a good cry about it but apparently there must be nothing for me to cry about. A friend told me that maybe that is a sign that this is what is supposed to be happening and I honestly think she is right. While I still care about him and love him deeply I think we both need to explore other things and people.

My biggest grief is moving back in with my Mom. Don’t get me wrong I love my Mom but I loved living on my own a whole lot more.

We got some free tickets to the new show at Planet Hollywood, Stom Out Loud. We went to a 10:00 showing last night. I have to say it was a very cool show. It had some humor and well in general some good music. I think there should be a hazard warning for the first couple of rows though because their opening scene was with brooms. One of the guys broom head went flying off of the stick and off of the stage. They sure do hit things pretty hard in that show. I couldn’t help but wonder the whole time where they find people who do that. I mean, are these dancers, tap dancers, musicians, performers? Because I sure don’t think I could hold a beat like they were and it was loud. The only other problem I had with the show was that in between one of the sets the lights were off and there were people walking around with bright lights on their head. The one girl nearly blinded me about 5 times. I would suggest that they don’t look into the crowd and instead focus on a wall or the floor. I have to say the theater and the entrance to the theater were so neat to look at. They had street signs, shopping cats, hubcaps, ladders, and roulette tables hanging from every wall. I didn’t get a chance to take any pictures but if I see the show again I will. Anyways, I heard the entire show was comped because it gives them a chance to work out all of the kinks and free marketing. However, I saw the show yesterday (April 14) and the program said opening night is April 17, 2007 but I looked at the website and they are selling tickets. What’s up with that? Gotta love Vegas when you get free show tickets though. Hope everyone is doing well!