I hate nights when I wake up really early in the morning and can’t go back to sleep. It is very frustrating. Last night I woke up at 4 a.m. and couldn’t go back to sleep for another two hours. It’s the weekend, I should be sleeping in not waking up early! Last night I almost got up and went to the park to walk around because I didn’t think I would fall back to sleep.

I watched the movie Vacancy last night. The movie was alright but I have to say I am really tired of horror movies where no one ever tries to find a weapon. The movies where your sitting there watching and yelling at the people for doing something so stupid. I thought that movie last night was like that. I know that if I thought someone was going to try and kill me (I dream about it all the time), I would look for a weapon ASAP. Hey, maybe thats just me.

I want this so bad! I love Harry Potter and I was waiting for all the books to come out so I could see what different kinds of box sets they have. Well I found this one on Amazon.com and I ♥ it. The case is so nice. It looks very antique. I think I have three of the seven books already but I think I’ll get this one set (when I can afford it) and donate the other ones.

Last night was Ladies night. Yippie. Here are a couple of random shots for you.

I’ve just discovered the power of Bloglines and and I’m adding all my favorite blogs. So send me your feed I also found a gadget for my Vista sidebar which is awesome! I don’t even have to go to the website to view the new posts. Sweet.

Here is my dream interpretation from last night:

To dream that you are shopping for or buying clothes, signifies your anxieties about trying to fit in or being “well-suited” for your changing role.

If your forget your shoes, then it suggests that you are leaving restraints behind you. You are refusing to conform to some idea or attitude.

To see a scratch in your dream, suggests that you are feeling anxiety about having to start over or begin something “from scratch”.

All of that in one dream and I really have no idea what they are all talking about.

So…I saw one of my ex’s today. I never realized how many emotions tie into something like that. Here’s how it felt:

First, there was a wave of excitement as ‘Is that really him?’ crossed through my head.
Then, there was a sudden nervousness as I realized it was. Seriously, my legs and hands started shaking I was so nervous. I immediately dialed the first number I found: Sammy. I had to have someone to talk to.
Next thing I know I’m giggling uncontrolably.
(yea, I have to admit, he looked pretty good.)
I was all smiles after that.

Since the start of this website I have had two serious relationships and some less serious/short lived ones (like the one I’m in now, that I’m probably going to end by 12:00 tonight). I’ll be honest and say I think about both of these ’serious relationship’ guys probably on a daily basis. Not obsessively but more like they cross my mind. Usually it’s because something reminds me of them. I’m not going to say which Ex I saw, I’ll just let you make your own guess.

So what’s new in my life?? I’ve found a new love in a place called P.F. Changs. I saw Transformers twice (midnight showing and matinae a few days later), it quite possibly is my new favorite action movie. The Simpson’s Movie was exactly what I expected it to be. It was funny, not very clever, but what did you expect from The Simpsons? Regardless, I liked it. I finally saw 300. Wow. Quite an amazing movie if I do say so myself. I love comic book style movies. The last Harry Potter book was awesome, she couldn’t have ended it better. Good thing I read it quickly because my dog chewed it up. The latest movie however was a little bit of a dissapointment. I seem to be going to sing kareoke and awful lot lately. At the place I go to you even get a CD so you can laugh at yourself later. I think I may just post that soon. Big Love is my newest obsession. Someone please tell me why any man would want more than one obnoxious, annoying, nagging wife.

It’s Friday. I’m down for a party tonight. I actually have a date but I’m hoping to get out of it. My off-line life starts to take over sometimes guys, sorry. Hence, not so many updates. My horoscope recently read:
Your schedule may be getting so out of control that something has to give, for you might not be able to keep up with your commitments. Remember, if you have over-extended yourself, it’s better to cut back now than to wait until it’s too late. Setting priorities will help you establish manageable boundaries to create more balance in your life.

That couldn’t be more true.

Twice on in the past like two weeks I’ve dreampt about a telephone. In the first dream someone gave me a telephone. In the second I had a telephone conversation with the same person. Weird. So I had my cousin look up dream interpretation online to see what it means. Here is what she found:

To see or hear a telephone in your dream, signifies a message from your unconscious or some sort of telepathic communication. You may be forced to confront issues which you have tried to avoid. Alternatively, the telephone represents your communication and relationship with others.

To dream that you are having a telephone conversation with someone your know, signifies an issue that you need to confront with that person. This issue may have to do with letting go some part of yourself.

Crazy, but it actually makes a lot of sense. But regardless of what my unconscious mind is trying to tell me there is no possible way that I’m going to have a civilized conversation with the person from my dream.

I have to have the most comfortable bed ever. Black satin sheets and a brand new comforter. I painted my nightstands black and made a huge six foot upholstered headboard. Check it out.

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Take note, I’ve made sure it is all proper feng shui for love and romance. No more mirrors in the room because they attract third parties into a relationship. haha Those mirrors got me once.