With all of the holidays and things lately I’ve been so busy. I’m worn out and I need a rest. I cannot wait until Christmas. I just want it to be here now. Really only so it can be over and done with.

So here are a few pics for your entertainment

The first are at my Mom’s Christmas party and the others are of my dog and her new puppies. I knew she was pregnant but I didn’t realize she was going to have them when she did. I got the day off and stayed with her that day. I caught her in the act of making the babies and tried to stop it but it was too late. So, now, I suffer the consequences. The puppies are kind of cute but I would never have wanted any. But, it’s cool to see how ‘motherly’ Miaya can be without ever having done it before.

Here is a shot of my blue, silver and red Christmas tree.

I saw the new Will Smith movie, I am Legend. It wasn’t half bad. A little scary and kind of sad but I think they over-all made a very decent movie. Not one that I’m likely to watch over and over again but still entertaining. I want to see the new Johnny Depp movie, it looks awesome.

I can also now officially say I’ve had some form of plastic surgery. It was three weeks ago. . . I will post something later about what I had done and what my results were but I need a little more time to heal up so I get good before and after photos.

I saw my ex a few days ago. This time, it was on purpose. Honestly, I’ve been a mess since for reasons which are unclear to me. It’s one of those moments when you have so much to say but can’t find your voice to let them all out. I have major communication issues, always have, probably always will. So, I’ve been frazzled lately but that is nothing compared to this guy.

Yep…

San Genarro Feast is going on (that is the Italian festival that envades Las Vegas twice a year). I know they have them in some other cities too though. I didn’t make it to the one earlier this year but I’m dying to go this year. The sausages are positively delectible. Best Italian food you’ll ever have in your life. Care to join me?

I have been racking my brain all day trying to come up with a good word to describe my mood. I failed, and I’ve come up empty handed.

A very close family friend died a few days ago. I always considered him my uncle even though we weren’t related by blood. It was a hard pill to swallow and it has reminded me so much of my other uncles passing.

Yesterday I came home and I let Miaya (my dog) out. She started wimpering and crying like she was in pain. I tried to comfort her but she just kept wimpering. Eventually I discovered a battery on the ground that had been punctured. My dog had ingested battery acid. I quickly looked it up online and called the Vet. They of course said she should come in immediately. Her tongue is burnt and she has hardly eaten anything. In reality, I really can’t afford to take her to the vet right now, but I will if I have to. She seems to be doing better though.

Then, this morning my Grandma called really early and said my other uncle was in the hospital having surgery. I hardly even knew he was sick. Too many things going on for me to concentrate. I’m surviving though, purely on the thought of happy and missed memories. Hope all is well.

So…I saw one of my ex’s today. I never realized how many emotions tie into something like that. Here’s how it felt:

First, there was a wave of excitement as ‘Is that really him?’ crossed through my head.
Then, there was a sudden nervousness as I realized it was. Seriously, my legs and hands started shaking I was so nervous. I immediately dialed the first number I found: Sammy. I had to have someone to talk to.
Next thing I know I’m giggling uncontrolably.
(yea, I have to admit, he looked pretty good.)
I was all smiles after that.

Since the start of this website I have had two serious relationships and some less serious/short lived ones (like the one I’m in now, that I’m probably going to end by 12:00 tonight). I’ll be honest and say I think about both of these ’serious relationship’ guys probably on a daily basis. Not obsessively but more like they cross my mind. Usually it’s because something reminds me of them. I’m not going to say which Ex I saw, I’ll just let you make your own guess.

So what’s new in my life?? I’ve found a new love in a place called P.F. Changs. I saw Transformers twice (midnight showing and matinae a few days later), it quite possibly is my new favorite action movie. The Simpson’s Movie was exactly what I expected it to be. It was funny, not very clever, but what did you expect from The Simpsons? Regardless, I liked it. I finally saw 300. Wow. Quite an amazing movie if I do say so myself. I love comic book style movies. The last Harry Potter book was awesome, she couldn’t have ended it better. Good thing I read it quickly because my dog chewed it up. The latest movie however was a little bit of a dissapointment. I seem to be going to sing kareoke and awful lot lately. At the place I go to you even get a CD so you can laugh at yourself later. I think I may just post that soon. Big Love is my newest obsession. Someone please tell me why any man would want more than one obnoxious, annoying, nagging wife.

It’s Friday. I’m down for a party tonight. I actually have a date but I’m hoping to get out of it. My off-line life starts to take over sometimes guys, sorry. Hence, not so many updates. My horoscope recently read:
Your schedule may be getting so out of control that something has to give, for you might not be able to keep up with your commitments. Remember, if you have over-extended yourself, it’s better to cut back now than to wait until it’s too late. Setting priorities will help you establish manageable boundaries to create more balance in your life.

That couldn’t be more true.