A few days ago I posted an entry with a picture. I even got a few comments on it but now it’s missing. I didn’t delete it or anything but it’s just gone. That is so weird. . .

So Happy Thanksgiving to everyone. I hope that everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving. I’m looking foward to the food and the infamous ‘Black Friday’. I will be out and about shopping tomorrow for a few Christmas presents. Best Buy is having some amazing sales, as usual, so I figure I might as well go do my Christmas shopping now. Cross you fingers and hope I don’t spend too much money

So…I saw one of my ex’s today. I never realized how many emotions tie into something like that. Here’s how it felt:

First, there was a wave of excitement as ‘Is that really him?’ crossed through my head.
Then, there was a sudden nervousness as I realized it was. Seriously, my legs and hands started shaking I was so nervous. I immediately dialed the first number I found: Sammy. I had to have someone to talk to.
Next thing I know I’m giggling uncontrolably.
(yea, I have to admit, he looked pretty good.)
I was all smiles after that.

Since the start of this website I have had two serious relationships and some less serious/short lived ones (like the one I’m in now, that I’m probably going to end by 12:00 tonight). I’ll be honest and say I think about both of these ’serious relationship’ guys probably on a daily basis. Not obsessively but more like they cross my mind. Usually it’s because something reminds me of them. I’m not going to say which Ex I saw, I’ll just let you make your own guess.

So what’s new in my life?? I’ve found a new love in a place called P.F. Changs. I saw Transformers twice (midnight showing and matinae a few days later), it quite possibly is my new favorite action movie. The Simpson’s Movie was exactly what I expected it to be. It was funny, not very clever, but what did you expect from The Simpsons? Regardless, I liked it. I finally saw 300. Wow. Quite an amazing movie if I do say so myself. I love comic book style movies. The last Harry Potter book was awesome, she couldn’t have ended it better. Good thing I read it quickly because my dog chewed it up. The latest movie however was a little bit of a dissapointment. I seem to be going to sing kareoke and awful lot lately. At the place I go to you even get a CD so you can laugh at yourself later. I think I may just post that soon. Big Love is my newest obsession. Someone please tell me why any man would want more than one obnoxious, annoying, nagging wife.

It’s Friday. I’m down for a party tonight. I actually have a date but I’m hoping to get out of it. My off-line life starts to take over sometimes guys, sorry. Hence, not so many updates. My horoscope recently read:
Your schedule may be getting so out of control that something has to give, for you might not be able to keep up with your commitments. Remember, if you have over-extended yourself, it’s better to cut back now than to wait until it’s too late. Setting priorities will help you establish manageable boundaries to create more balance in your life.

That couldn’t be more true.

I love Fridays. I love them even more when they are a payday. Chyea! Of course my paychecks still aren’t that big but it’s better to have something than nothing. Besides, I’m one of those weirdos that actually likes to pay bills. Scary huh? I guess that all has to do with my job and working in collections because I know what happens to people when they don’t pay bills(now picture me as the evil monkey in family guy snarling with me teeth and pointing) haha. Have a wonderful Friday ladies and gents. I know I will.

p.s. HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS RELEASE DATE IS JULY 21ST, 2007!!!!!!!!!!!

{{popup 04022006.jpg 04022006 483×644}} Happy Birthday Sammy! I’ve been so unbelievably busy all week. I’ve done something after work every single day this week. Monday, I went to a Matchbook Romance concert, I don’t remember Tuesday. Wendsday I went shopping for the Fall Out Boy concert on Thursday that I wont tickets to off of ebay on Wendsday. Friday I went out and I shopped all day yesterday. So I’m sorry for the lack of updates I’ve been busy.

I got the job. Jamie got hers too. We both put in our two weeks at the same time and now everyone hates us. They make it so hard for me to go back everyday. I know they don’t like me and everyone seems to think that I don’t work. Which is kind of funny to me because if I’m not working then how is my job getting done? I’m excited to start my new job on the 17th so after I put in my two weeks I actually am taking a week off. So this Friday will be my last day.

I’m sicker than anything. For about the last two weeks I’ve been getting progressivly worse. I can’t stop coughing or sneezing. I haven’t been eating because I’m not hungry and I’ve lost around 7lbs. My eyes, ears, and neck itch really bad. I hate going to the doctor and I absolutely refuse to do it unless I have too. As of Friday I have no health insurance. I know I should go but I really don’t want to. It wouldn’t even be my regular doctor because the one I used to go to is under my Moms insurance and I don’t have that anymore since I turned 18. It’s all rather depressing. Sorry for my long entry.

Okay so everyone was right and I made it here safely. The plane was really scary and there was a lot of turbulence at times but it was a pretty easy ride. I was supprised at how fast it was. I’d say so far it’s been ‘okay’ I had an awful birthday party and was called fat (I won’t even go there) but I got to see Sammy and Nick and Jamie too before I left which made me feel better about the plane. I get here and first thing my Mom and I are like at eachothers throats. It’s better now but I knew it would happen. Hopefully we can make it through the rest of the week without killing eachother. Regardless, here are my favoritie pictures so far. They pop-up in new windows.

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The plane was a lot smaller than I thought it would be, it was tiny in fact. Only six seats all the way across and we happened to be sitting right on the wing which was interesting. I enjoyed the TV though, and I actually slept through most of the flight. The helicopter ride was so amazing, I loved every second of it. There are two major differences between here and Vegas, first Vegas is of course a desert and it’s really ugly and all dirt, here there are trees as far as the eye can see. The other thing is Vegas is in a valley and you can see all the way across it and lots of mountains, whereas here there aren’t any mountains. You can see forever, t’s really crazy.

It is kind of funny to me how when you have a birthday you begin to think no one really cares about you if they don’t call or come over to celebrate. So I just wanted to say I appreciate everyone on MySpace and here the commented to tell me Happy Birthday and of course everyone who called. It made me feel very special and everyone that told me to have a good flight, Thank you so much.

So I’m not 100% positive if they will have internet in the staterooms on the cruise ship, I know they have the internet but I’m not sure if it’s in the rooms. So I’ll probably just be checking my e-mail and MySpace and I’ll post again on Friday when we’re back to the hotel. xoxo