I’ve been lacking motivation lately and it has been impossible to get anything done. So on Saturday I finally sat down with a calender and wrote everything down. I also made a list of ten goals.

The calendar and the goals help but I still haven’t been sticking to them as much as I should. Again, it’s the lack of motivation.

Feeling down makes me very irritable and probably a little psychotic. I think this is all a result of the following: lack of socialization and culture shock. I’m in culture shock because I now live in a city that is 1000 times different then where I’ve lived before. In this new city I don’t know anyone. I’m here alone almost all day. When I was a kid it was so easy to make friends because I was around people all day at school. Now it is a little bit harder as an adult and as someone who works entirely from home.

It is also making me way to dependent on my relationship. Which is causing major problems for both of us. I think it’s time for me to start trying harder.

In about four months I’m going to be taking a vacation to Florida with the whole family (should be interesting). I’m super excited to go on vacation again. I live for vacations. Now that I’m self-employed they are so much easier to take.

I’ve been coming up with loads of ideas and things to do. I’m hoping to do Discovery Cove this year where you can swim with dolphins and go snorkeling to see corral reef and stingrays.

The beach is a definite must though. I’ve already got my new bathing suit picked out (polka dots!).

Where are your favorite places to visit? and what exotic place would you like visit if you could?

Mine would be Thailand closely followed by some remote beach in Australia. I would choose Thailand because it is close to Laos (where my father is from and part of my nationality) and because it looks beautiful.