{{popup 05292006.jpg 05292006 400×600}}I really appologize for my lack of updates. I get on the computer everyday and think, I should update my journal and I never do. I’m such a bad webmistress. Things got kind of hectic for about a week there. I find myself not even home long enough to clean my room or do my laundry. That’s why I was so happy about this three day weekend. I got to clean my room and do all my laundry So this is Will everyone. He’s the guy I’ve been talking about. Cute right? haha He gets along with my family and that’s the best part. We had a bar-b-que at my Mom’s boyfriends house last night. It was just Me, Will, my Mom, and my Mom’s boyfriend. So when Will gets there he immediately goes outside to say hi to my Mom and her boyfriend. How nice is that? LOL I wouldn’t have done that I would have just sat down in the living room where I was playing Halo2. But I guess I just don’t have ‘guest manners.’

I’m going to the movies today and hoping that I get another bar-b-que later or some kind of good food. I mean it is Memorial Day. Happy Memorial day to everyone by the way. My long weekend is almost over but it was good, definitaly something I needed.

{{popup 05102006.jpg 05102006 400×600}}Does it ever seem like there just isn’t enough time in the day, or that you’re spreading yourself too thin? Everytime I make plans with just me and myself it seems like someone is constantly calling and needing something, or wanting to do something and I just can’t say no. Not to mention that trying to divide yourself between ten different people is kind of hard. You don’t want to miss a family birthday party but you’ve already made plans with “the boyfriend.” You can’t hang out with your best friend and your boyfriend because then someone feels like a third wheel. You can’t see your family because you’re too busy trying to see your friends. Between all of those people you still have to manage work, school, and well just every other need that a human being has. I think I’m going to have to get a day planner and assigning people to days of the week. Sounds like a good idea to me and of course one day devoted all to myself.

I think I had forgotten how hard starting a new job really is. I do realize that I’ve been there for about three weeks now but it’s still sometimes kind of difficult. There’s so many things to learn and so many things to remember. Not to mention you feel awful when you make BIG mistakes. I’m still trying to get used to waking up a lot later too, which just isn’t sinking in and for some reason I always wake up in the morning thinking that I’m late. I mean, I wake up before my alarm clock!?! What’s that all about?

It’s almost one am in the morning and I have to wake up and go to work in just a few hours. I just got in and I’m so excited I just had to write. I met someone tonight, and seriously, I can’t stop smiling. He’s so cool, cute and into just about everything I’m into and then some. Nothing like that blinde date I went on and this guy just as soon as I saw him I was like wow, he is so my type. Anyways we hit it off and even after our friends went home we hung out for hours at the park. It was simply put, perfect. I’m beyond excited and I can’t stop smiling. It was so hard to leave him tonight, I didn’t want to. :: sigh :: I can’t get enough. I’m sorry, I just had to post that. I’ll keep everyone updated on how this goes because it seems like I fly through the guys sometimes, but there’s something different about this one. He gives me butterflys, makes me nervous, and makes me bite my lip. :D :D :D