Sometimes I just don’t know what I’m going to do with this website. It seems like I’m so busy I can’t even update. And that’s really bad. I’m so busy lately that I haven’t had time to comment anyones websites or anything.

Sometimes I feel as though I just wasn’t made for this world. Between my last post and today I was set up on a blind date. OH of course those are always fun. I’m so fun and full of energy, I like to laugh and stuff but this guy was so serious. First awful thing, I am TERRIFIED of getting in a car accident so of course I hate driving with people. He was a really bad driver. Second awful thing, he starts immediately talking religion, not a problem until he starts comparing religions and gets out his bible and made me read it. I don’t really think religion is something to be discussed on a first date because it’s such a touchy subject. Third he walked a foot behind me the whole time, we get to the restaurant and I have to tell the lady that we have two and non smoking! What is that all about?! Four, I was under the impression that this guy didn’t drink because of the person who hooked us up. I told him at least three times I didn’t drink and he was about to start drinking alcohol in the restaurant. Umm You’re driving me home and I’d like to get there safely. He didn’t do it (probably because he felt my death stare when about to order) but still it makes me uncomfortable. Five, he dissed rock music and made me listen to classical music in the car and turned it up really loud with the windows rolled down on the strip. Because he doesn’t like rock music, because it’s not “Godly” is why I know that would never work out and he also doesn’t agree with tattoos, too bad I have two already. He was dull and I feel like a witch putting this up here but I had to vent it out. It seriously made me wonder what I really wanted in a guy. I think the real problem here was he was too old, he was 8 years older than me. Needless to say I’m just not in a good mood after the whole ordeal.

I’m glad I got that off my chest, let me go onto more cheerful news…July is going to be a good month for me! Every year on July 4th there is a celebration called Red White and Boom here where pretty much a bunch of bands play and it’s a lot of fun. So there is that, on the sixth I’m going to a Brand New Concert. The 14th - 16th I’m going to San Fransisco to visit Cecilie and just see it because I never have. Then the following weekend the 21st - 23rd I’m going to Salt Lake City for the Vans Warped Tour. I am so beyond excited for that, I actually drempt about it. haha There are well beyond 20 bands that I want to see and it’s Utah! I didn’t think we’d be able to go because they don’t come here however Salt Lake was the only one near by that was on a Saturday! Except for Frisco which is on a Sat. the weekend before our trip :/ So I pretty much want it to be July now because I’m excited!

I’ve had this idea for a new layout in my head for a while now. I really want to do it but it’s going to take me a long time because I have to draw it out completely. So I think I may work on that today and also getting my iPOD all situated. I still have about 50 CD’s to put on it. I ♥ my iPOD. Bye.

{{popup 04152006.jpg 04152006 400×600}} So I feel like such a bum. I’m sorry I haven’t updated in I don’t even know how long. I haven’t even been that busy. I haven’t worked at all this week, because the new job doesn’t have me starting until Monday and I felt like taking a vacation. I’ve spent all week watching movies, doing some coding for myspace, and studying. Feels good to update though!

//rant// I went to a party last night, like a house party. It’s kind of funny to me how going to one of these makes me realize how unlike other people I am. First of all, I am just not a partier. I didn’t know anyone there and I’m kind of shy when thrown into a crowd of people. So a friend and I stand off to the side because another friend knows people and wanted to go. I don’t drink, well that often, I drink VERY rarely and I hate it. It makes me sick and I hate the taste. So why is it that everyone at this party just wants to offer us alcohol. During the course of like 2 hours it seemed like everyone in the room had to come over ask us. I’m 18, all of those people were at least 5 years older than me. I didn’t agree to go either, the one who wanted to go was driving and we didn’t even plan on going there. It’s just not my thing and I hate being dragged along to things like that. I always feel so awkward because I’m not drinking and I’m socializing more with the one person I know there than anyone else. //end rant//

Sometimes there are weird people outside of my house. I came home last night at like 2ish in the morning, there is a blue SUV parked in front of my neighbors house. I get out of my car and I start walking to the door and the lights on the SUV come on. I stare and there is someone inside and they start saying Hi to me. I was a little freaked out so I very shakily say, “oh hi” and quickly get into the house. Of course there is no one at home and I’m so tired I pass out immediately.

Yea so I’m excited for the job on Monday, I can’t wait but I wish I could just vacation some more. Its so nice not having anything to do I must go work on myspace layouts and things now, I have at least five people asking for a layout or pictures and stuff and I just love seeing my work on other peoples spaces. Sorry for the long entry.

{{popup 04022006.jpg 04022006 483×644}} Happy Birthday Sammy! I’ve been so unbelievably busy all week. I’ve done something after work every single day this week. Monday, I went to a Matchbook Romance concert, I don’t remember Tuesday. Wendsday I went shopping for the Fall Out Boy concert on Thursday that I wont tickets to off of ebay on Wendsday. Friday I went out and I shopped all day yesterday. So I’m sorry for the lack of updates I’ve been busy.

I got the job. Jamie got hers too. We both put in our two weeks at the same time and now everyone hates us. They make it so hard for me to go back everyday. I know they don’t like me and everyone seems to think that I don’t work. Which is kind of funny to me because if I’m not working then how is my job getting done? I’m excited to start my new job on the 17th so after I put in my two weeks I actually am taking a week off. So this Friday will be my last day.

I’m sicker than anything. For about the last two weeks I’ve been getting progressivly worse. I can’t stop coughing or sneezing. I haven’t been eating because I’m not hungry and I’ve lost around 7lbs. My eyes, ears, and neck itch really bad. I hate going to the doctor and I absolutely refuse to do it unless I have too. As of Friday I have no health insurance. I know I should go but I really don’t want to. It wouldn’t even be my regular doctor because the one I used to go to is under my Moms insurance and I don’t have that anymore since I turned 18. It’s all rather depressing. Sorry for my long entry.