{{popup 02233006.jpg 02233006 842×562}}Do you ever have a moment that you could just stay in forever? I love this picture because when I look at it, I just think of how I could have spent forever just sitting there watching the river. Time kind of stood still for just a milisecond in time but to me, it was perfect.

I’m throwing the going away/just in case you don’t come back/birthday party on Friday. I’ll get my hair and nails done on Wed. and Thurs. and then I leave next Friday night (my birthday) for Florida and the cruise sets sail on Monday. It comes back that Friday and I’m staying in Florida another two nights. I’m going to get my second tattoo in Florida on Sunday so I need a good tattoo shop. I haven’t 150% decided what I want but I’m leaning towards the stars behind my ears. Suggestions??? I like the first tattoo I got because I drew it and that makes it special to me, however if I get the stars that’s not really significant except for my trip to Florida and well my Mom will be getting a tattoo at the same time, my Moms so cool. haha

{{popup 02202006.jpg 02202006 345×491}}Been a while huh? I went out of own to California. Kernville, CA to be exact. They have do this thing called “Whiskey Flats” every year on Presidents day weekend. I had fun, bought a lot of stuff, and spent way too much money but still it was fun. it’s so weird being in a small town it’s so different from Vegas. I don’t think I could ever live in a small town like that, it would just be too weird. I had fun but I’m so glad to be home. I just want to sleep in my own bed and I missed my cats. haha I always miss them whenever I go out of town. They are like my babies.

Vacation is coming up quick, less than two weeks and I’m montoring the weather considering it was almost 80 degrees last week and suddenly it dropped down to 60. Whats up with that? :: sigh :: I don’t want to go back to work tomorrow though….

{{popup bank.JPG bank 845×371}}And this is what it’s all about. I checked my bank account today and I was so happy. I got my paycheck and my tax refund. To bad all this money is spent already. I have to get the hotel for Florida which is going to cost about $600 because we’re staying in a suite I’m sending out my car payment, $400. The phone bill is $100 and that needs to be paid today. I have A LOT of credit card debt and this is really going to help. I could kick myself for charging so much on my credit cards but I’ve learned my lesson. So I’ll probably put about $400 in savings towards my vacation and then the rest goes to the credit cards.

It is exactly three weeks and one day until my birthday and my vacation and I couldn’t be happier. I’m so excited but nervous. I’m just really trying to get stuff done at work before I leave so that way I don’t have to come back to a mess. Another girl got fired :plain: but this time I wasn’t in an office with her. Woo HOO! the curse has been broken. yaaay

I’m glad it’s Friday and the weekend I have a couple of things I need to do. First, I’m going to do all my laundry, there is a ton. Then I’m going to finish a couple of things with this website, I need to put up the banners and links to all of my favorite people on the internet. I almost did that last night because I’m an insomniac and I was up all night but I didn’t, I just sat in bed and tried to stop thinking. I’m also going to try and finish another course for school. It’s going to be a long weekend.

{{popup 02072006.jpg 02072006 648×857}}I don’t understand ignorance. This morning I was talking to my Mom and she had to leave for work, she leaves, then comes back thirty seconds later saying that someone broke the back window of her van. I guess it could be worse because they could have stolen the van, or stolen stuff out of it but there isn’t anything of much value in there. I mean, I just don’t understand why people do things like that. To me it really doesn’t seem worth it. We looked up and down the street, there was no one there and no one else with their windows shattered. I mean, if they wanted to steal something they should have broke my window considering I have a ton of car audio in there. I probably wouldn’t have been half as upset about it if it were my window because I have full coverage and I hate seeing my Mom upset. We’re not horrible people, I just don’t understand why someone would do that especially to my Moms mini-van when my altima is sitting right next to it. There was no rock or brick or anything that showed any sign of someone throwing something at it. I feel bad because my window is right there, I should have heard something but I didn’t.

I’ve been pretty stressed out latey. In fact, I’ve gotten a cold sore and I ONLY get those when I’m super stressed. I’m really ready for this vacation but now that makes me afraid to leave my car here, unattended. I mean, Carlos is going to come by but still, if someone can go by in like the last five hours and smash out a window then who knows what could happen.

{{popup myspace.jpg myspace 340×518}}[EDIT] So my friend Jamie told me that she saw me on the news last night. Apparently, channel 3 did a story about Myspace and they used my photo of me sniffing myspace! LOL It was so funny so I went onto the website and actually found it. It is Good stuff. I didn’t think the picture was that big of a deal but I guess they liked it. [/EDIT]

I am seriously cursed. Every girl that ends up in an office with me at work either quits or gets fired. I’ve been working there for 11 months now and in that 11 months, 6 girls have quit or gotten fired and guess what?! All 6 of them were in an office with me. It really sucks because yet again I’m all by myself and there’s a million and one things to do. It is hard not to feel personally responsible ya know? I try to be as nice as I possibly can but somehow it seems to never work. I guess in a way it’s okay because technically it makes me the new accountant but there is way too much work for just one person. So yet again we’re hiring and that is an awful process.

New Layout. Yaay! I like this one, it took me a while to do the images but I’m pleased. Of course there is no naviagation because I’m lazy and in a rush and actually going out tonight and I’m not going to say it’ll be coming anytime soon or that I’ll work on it because I probably won’t but I’ll try later after I get back but I need to go take a shower. Bye.