Forgive me, I’ve drank too much. It’s Halloween. HAPPY HALLOWEEN I’m so tired but I can’t sleep because evertime I close my eyes my head starts spinning and I feel like I’m going to be sick. I didn’t even have that much to drink but I’m a lightweight. I guess I’m just reliving memories of last year. I’m going to miss Laguna Beach if I don’t stay awake. I’ve re-written this line so many times it isn’t even funny. I just wish I could go to bed but the last thing I want to do is go stick my finger down my throat so I can throw up wich is what I need to do right now. My lips are numb. If I don’t throw up and I just go to bed then I’m going to wake up throwing up wich is even worse. Maybe I should sleep in the bathroom. Okay, happy halloween yall. I hope yours was as depressing as mine. Fall Out Boy tomorrow, be prepared…

I did have a good weekend. An interesting weekend but it was good. I went to the Lakers vs Kings preseason game on Friday. We got there really early, they hadn’t even opened the doors yet. The first half was a little slow and it did kind of seem like a preseason game. During the second half though it was awesome. It was so close and it was literally coming down to the last seconds of the game. I kept thinking that I was going to be so pissed if the Lakers lose this game. They didn’t and I had an amazing time. Definitaly something I’ll never forget and now I can cross it off of my to do list.

I told one of the girls at work that I would go to her show on Saturday. It was a rockabilly show. I went with Cecilie and it started at 10. It was 21 and up but I was let in. Of course that was when the fun started, the drinking, the music. I had an amazing time. I probably had a little bit too much to drink but that was okay made everything much better.

After all that it was around 2 in the morning and I got a cacll from a friend who wanted me to meet him at some Jack in the Box. I did and when I was waiting there with Cecilie there were some guys sitting to the left of us and we started talking. One of them ended up getting in my car and asking me all these questions like if I had a boyfriend and if I was looking for one. I told him I didn’t and I wasn’t looking for one because I was still heartbroken from the last. LOL I don’t know what he thought about that. Anyways, the other guy that had called showed up and I was kind of trying to divide my time but it wasn’t working. I ended up at home around 4 am, of course I came home to an empty house so it didn’t really matter what time I came home or if I came home at all. I’m sure it didn’t matter that I had been drinking and driving either. When I told my Mom about this she didn’t really even seem to care.

Anyways I’ve spent the entire day sleeping. This whole day light savings thing has got me all mixed up. I can’t wait until Tuesday. Fall Out Boy and Panic! at the Disco. It’s going to be awesome.

So I got a text messege today, (I’d show you a picture but somebody decided they wanted to steal my camera for the day because I kind of smashed him in the door), From:17025240990 and it said “Eat my ass fuck face?!” What in the world? So when I got this and had no idea who it was from “my man” decided he wanted to call it back and he did. A bunch of giggly girls answered the phone. Okay and when he said something they were all like who is this. They just kept laughing so he hung up on them. They called back and he answered the phone saying he was some company and they hung up. He then sent a text messege from my phone back to them asking who it was but no reply…interesting.

I thought I got away from high school to avoid stupid petty drama like this. It’s honestly not that big of a deal but I want to know who it was. :: sigh :: people girls are stupid.

Lakers game tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha suckers I’m going and your not. ♥ I’m excited.

So the other day I was talking to one of the guys at work. He curses a lot and as some may know, I don’t curse at all. Well this tech seems to think that I never get angry simply because I never curse. Which is not true. He said that I’m going to end up killing someone one day because I have all this built up anger. All of this simply because I don’t cuss. He started to go into senarios, such as what I do when someone cuts me off. Well, I may curse in my head but that doesn’t mean I have to say it outloud and what do I care if someone cuts me off. People are idiots when it comes to driving, I know that. He then was asking me what I do when I get mad at my boyfriend. First of all I was thinking, what boyfriend? So I told him my whole deal with note making anything “exclusive” and just dating. I told him that I never get mad at guys. Which is pretty much true, I can think of a few times when I was mad at a “boyfriend” but I made my case without cursing everytime. I have no problem showing that I’m angry. Either by telling someone or completely ignoring them. As he went on asking me all these senarios I began to think about it. Could a person really end up all messed up. Do I bottle anger? I didn’t think so but only after he brought it up did I think that maybe it was true. :: sigh :: I’ll never know. I know that I’d never end up killing someone but still the thought does linger in my mind.

Well, I got my hair redone because I hated the red. I just don’t look good with any kind of color in my hair. I definitaly don’t look good with light colored hair either. For me, it has to be dark. Either black or dark brown. So I went ahead and died it black. I love it. I’m finally happy with it. Since when I got my hair cut and then dyed it I just wasn’t happy. It never looked good. Now, I’m happy and I like it a lot.

Okay, now as for the layout, this is the band From First to Last and the lyrics are from their song “Note to Self” It’s actually a pretty good song. I have it on MySpace right now so you can head over there to listen to it. I love the layout because of the little borders around everything. hehe I’m so creative. The credits will be up soon.

I think I should probably get back to work now. hehe Now that Mary is gone I’m stuck with double the work. Of course I never work while I’m here.

Well, I’ve got a few things up and running. he he he. I did change myspace to match somewhat and I did the comment page. So pretty much everything is good now. I do have those last two content pages to do though. As you may have noticed I did get rid of a lot of content. It may come back, it may not. I haven’t decided. For now everything is going to remain just the way it is. I haven’t done the bedroom tour because I need to take new pictures of my room now that i’ve gotten the new bed sheets and stuff.

Well it finally happened, they fired the other girl at work. It’s good and bad at the same time. Yes she was a complete b**** to me. She would say all kinds of mean things to me but at least when she was around I didn’t have to answer the phones. Now I’m all by myself again. I really just want to shoot myself at that job. Bleh.

Amy and I went out yesterday. I took her out for her birthday. We went to the mall so she could use the gift certificate I bought her then we went to dinner and the movies. We saw The Fog. It was okay nothing special. Of course Tom Welling was absolutely gorgeous.

I actually didn’t do to bad on the shopping this weekend either. I bought some stuff for the upcoming concerts and that’s about it. I got a new purse, two new pairs of jeans, two new tops, and two belts.



I need to clean this room. It’s really messy. I just finished my bedroom. I hate cleaning.