[EDIT @ 6:09 PM] I remembered two things. 1. I haven’t given my hosting company my new credit card information yet SO as of Friday when they try to charge my card and it doesn’t go through they probably will shut it down. So if I’m offline for a few days, don’t worry I’ll probably be back up soon. I’m just wondering on weather I should continue or not. However I’m fairly happy with my success so far. I’ve BY FAR bypassed the amount of vistors I had last month, by 100+. I guess I’m just wondering if it’s all still worth it. I only think it is because I actually write in here EVERYTHING, I have absolutely no problem expressing everything I feel. It’s the only time I’ve actually been able to have and keep a journal. I like being able to go back through all my entries and seeing exactly how I felt this day or that. Second thing I remembered, I think our youngest cat is pregnant. No, Scratch that, I’m 99.9% positive she’s pregnant. I’m semi-looking foward to that. For the simple reason that I’ll have cute little babies running around. I’m not excited however because I don’t know if we’re going to be able to keep them. [/EDIT]

I’ve been thinking about writing this all day. I was going to write it at work but I decided to wait until I was at home so I could properly sit down and gather all my thoughts. First of all, Please forgive me of my previous entry :crazy: I was just a little drunk haha, and that’s what I do when I’m drunk, I get online. You should see me trying to type that. Okay nuff said. I had all these interesting things and stories and now I cannot remember a thing. I’ve got a question though, and here’s the story. Over the weekend I had a guy ask me how my boyfriend is, I replied, “Which one?” Now why did he go to give me a high five? Is it really that great, bragging about how many boyfriends I have? Now don’t take it to literal I wasn’t completely serious. I only meant that guys are natrually attracted to me for whatever reason. As pretty much everyone knows already I usually blow them off. I also said it because I don’t like having a “boyfriend” I like to date guys but I HATE making anything “official” or “exclusive” I like being able to go out with whomever I wish no strings attached. But I just don’t get it, is it really a good thing to have more than one boyfriend? Becuase if it is Hey, I should get a few more.

The internet is dead, WHERE IS EVERYONE??? No one updates anymore, not even me. My website is set to renew on Friday it’s going to cost me another $100 but I’m not even sure if I want to renew it. Seems like I haven’t done anything with it in forever. It takes me forever to just change my CAM pics. What’s wrong with me? I’m so busy lately I get home and all I want to do is sleep but I find myself having a hard time even doing that. I can’t sleep at night anymore and I think it’s because of work stressing me out. I can’t decide which is worse, Kid’s Quest or Pest Control!?!? Bleh, at least I can do whatever. PLUS, I still have no radio now it’s been a week and a half since I went down there and had them take it out. I constantly want to turn it up to and then I realize there is nothing there. There is just a big whole in my dashboard.

My second story comes from work…go figure. This one may be a little hard to follow but here it goes.. We have a salesteam out right now. Haha they go door to door selling pest control. They come from Utah and there are probably about 20 of them. They are very young (18-21). I always think, “Why would you want to come to hot Las Vegas during the summer going door to door selling pest control?” But hey, they get paid a lot more than me soo I guess it’s okay. We have to call these salesmen sometimes when we have issues with their customers or we have to tell them about cancels. Nine times out of ten it’s Jamie who makes these calls. I don’t like to deal with the salesteam and neither does anyone else. Today I had my share in dealing with one of these kids. The only one on the team named Mike, one of his customers wanted to cancel because we hadn’t gotten rid of his ants. When Jamie usually calls these kids they will answer the phone, “Hey Jamie” before she even gets a chance to say anything, so instead of answering using HI they use Hey Jamie. Mike had called me a few times about the customer and a little later in the day I called him and he answered the phone, “Hey Chelsea.” haha Now I thought this was funny only because I had never called him before. I called Jamie and said that I now know what it felt like to be her because he did that, she replied with, “Oh he always answers the phone like that.” Mind you I’ve never met this kid before, nor have I ever called him. VERY interesting, she said, “I think he may have a secret thing for you or something.” LOL That was so funny it kept me laughing for the rest of the day.

I think I’m going to have a party the day before my birthday. I’ve made invitations and everything. Yes, I do realize that this is eight months away but I’m really excited. I think I should start planning now so that way everything is all set up. It’s going to be a semi-formal thing at a banquet hall. I don’t know that many people but there will probably be 100 or so. I’m really excited and I want to do but everytime I talk to my Mom about it she kind of freaks out. My birthday is on a Saturday but I have to do it the day before because I’m leaving for Florida on my birthday at night. I’ll have to be at the airport around 9 p.m. or so. Yes, Our cruise is booked and everything. We’ve got a junior suite and we’re staying three days in Florida in a hotel in Orlando that’s about $200 a night. Whoo! It’s about an hour from the beach but that is AOK with me. I also rented us a premium car, I picked a chrysler 300 but I’m not sure if that’s what we’ll get. I am SO excited. I’ve already planned the whole swimming with the dolphins thing and reserved it. I CANNOT wait. I can’t believe I’m this excited and it’s still eight months away. Every morning I drive past the airport and I think, One day I’ll be driving there to get on an airplane with my Betty Boop luggage. haha I’m so cool.

Now I know there was a whole lot more that I was going to write in here but I can’t think of any of it now and I’m going to go eat at RoadRunner so I’ll be back later. If I remember in that time I’ll write it later. There’s so much crap I need to do and I’m just procastinating. These things include: washing my car, doing laundry, getting in the spa, letting the dog in the house, and doing something with this website. Gee, I’m going to let the dog in and then go eat, I’ll decide what to do when I get back.

I am pretty drunk right now so don’t mind me of this doesn’t make sense. We had a little party here tonight. hm hm hm, yes I’ve had more margaritas than I can count and one shot. I am SO tired. I was just sitting in the jucuzzi, I realized it’s 10:00 and I’m incredibly tired, and drunk. I just want to go to bed I keep messing up and writing the wrong things. hm hm hm So drunk….So tired. I just want to go to bed, I hope I don’t throw up. I’m not very good at holding my alcohol I throw up CONSTANTLY. It’s just what I do. I just might though, I’m going to go to bed because I’m incredibly tired and everytime I close my eyes the room starts to spin. I’m not sure if I should just go to bed or wait till I sober up just a little bit because I don’t want to throw up. NO MORE DRINKING FOR TONIGHT. I’m so tired I may just go to bed here. I have gotten pretty drunk before, I would go to bed and wake up throwing up. I always thought how nasty is that, I could choke on my own vomit! EWWW Goodnight my loves. XOXOX MWAH!

Yea, It’s my Mom’s birthday. hehe I could turn this entry into one big rant or I can actually make it something semi-happy. I think I’m going to do both and just start with the ranting. haha Doesn’t it suck having to go somewhere everyday? Especially when it’s somewhere you don’t want to be … EVER. This whole work thing again, it’s bothering me. I don’t know, maybe it’s just me..but I feel like I shouldn’t be there. After only three months I’ve gotten a .50 cents raise, so I know they must like me. At Kid’s Quest it took me EIGHT MONTHS TO GET .15 CENTS! This job is just stressing me out. I don’t like being by myself down there, and I’m having a really hard time. The phones ring non-stop and I’ve gotten really good with putting people on hold so I can answer the second, third, forth, and fifth lines but it’s way to many. I think I’m going to lose my voice soon, and I hate having these people yell and curse at me. BLAH! I try to take care of eveyrone but every once in a while a person will slip through and later I’ll remember and be like oh SNAP! I forgot that one person who wanted such and such. I’m so busy with one person or another one the phone that I don’t have time to finish with the first person and I have them piling up all day long. I got in trouble for that yesterday. I’m thinking, well I can’t very well finish if I have to start with someone else. Then as soon as I get off the phone with that person I go to another one. I spent my lunch yesterday just not answering phones and finishing up with all the people I had talked to that morning. haha I’m going to stop with that subject now, I’m sure it’s confusing.

Now, not talking about the phones at work anymore but talking about my own phone. Why oh Why? I find myself getting calls at 2:00 am. Ha and if he reads this, you know who you are. I go to bed really early now, sometimes at six and sometimes really late it just depends. When I’m sleeping and I hear the phone ringing I usually don’t answer it, it does wake me up and I take a peek to see who it is. Usually if it’s after 10:00 it’s Charles, I can also tell from his ring tone. Any other caller besides select few play a song by The Used. I was sleeping last night and at 2 am I hear the phone ringing. I woke up just as it was done ringing. I saw some number I didn’t recognize. Calls like this scare me just for the simple fact that if someone is calling that late/early I think it must be really important. I just laid back down but next thing I know it’s ringing again! It was the same number so I picked it up and probably sounded really pissed saying HELLO!?!? LOL, no answer! Oh now I was really pissed and I was going to call back but I decided to just put it on silent and go back to bed. Of course when I wake up in the morning the person had called back again. ha ha I thought, Somebody must really be trying to mess with me. I figured it out though.

I got to sit in the hot tub today while it was raining! One of my favorite things to do. I got hit on at Star Nursery, a plant store :crazy: I was leaving, I had just picked up my Moms present, and this guy was waving and said bye to me. He was outside and he worked there so he started yelling at me if he could get my number. I told him he didn’t want it and he asked why. I didn’t say it out loud but I thought in my head, “because I’ll never answer it.” I’ve stopped answering any numbers I don’t recognize. Leave a messege if it’s that important, but if you’re not calling from a number I know you can bet you’ll go straight to voice mail. Except for when Amy calls. LOL Plus, I get so many calls in a day that before I go to bed, my battery is dead. I’ve already turned it off tonight because it kept beeping and telling me low battery.

Last little rant, what is with people calling me Chels? I have aboslutely NO problem with it but sometimes I’ll just meet people or be talking to them on the phone at work and they’ll say Thanks Chels. I actually like Chels, I think it’s cute but it bugs me when people I don’t even know call me that. It seems way to personal. A lot of the guys at work say it too it doesn’t bug me from them. I’m too picky I guess.

This was a big bunch of bananas. :satisfied:

OH MAN! I’m so upset right now. I just finished writing a paper for English, stupid me I hadn’t saved it. I finished the entire thing and was adding a couple of pictures. I’m working on the laptop and I went to add the last picture and the program has an error and makes me shut down. GAH I want to yell and scream right now. Why oh Why? Why me? This has not been a good day AT ALL. Work sucks, riding around with no music sucks, the phone sucks because it never stops ringing. 24/7 it’s either the work phone or my cell phone. I’ve never talked on the phone so much and I think I’m going to lose my voice. My Mom’s birthday is tomorrow and I didn’t get her anything, I have no clue what to get her. I keep telling myself I need to go to the store right now and get SOMETHING. I thought I’d finish my paper first. MAN, I can’t believe I didn’t save it. I’m an idiot. Now what am I going to do for my Mom?? I am not having a good day.

he he he. I was sitting in the hot tub and sipping a margarita. Now everything is good again! I’m becoming a bit of an alcoholic, I do the same thing every night. Well now isn’t that interesting coming from the girl who said she’d never drink again. he he he I’ve been having long days at the office. I feel misplaced and awkward there. Don’t get me wrong, I’m going to stick it out but sometimes I feel like I really shouldn’t be there. When 2:00 rolls around I don’t feel like working and I feel like going home. It’s a relief to finally get home. Today, I didn’t get to go home I first drove to Best Buy where I promply returned all the extra equipment $200+ of it :angry: haha I tricked them though. I had bought some DVD software, I opened it and decided I didn’t want it so I taped it back up and she bought it. She kind of scratched at it for a minute but I got away with it. Losers. Then went down to the stereo shop where they had to take my $300+ deck out and send it in for repair. I’m such a loser. Three months after I get the dang thing and it stops playing CDs, it just spits them back out and says ERROR. So now I’m going for a week or more without ANY music. I suck. Tish finally came in for an interview and I REALLY hope she gets the job, nothing would make me more happy right now. I’m so lonely in my office. Anyways…I have nothing more to say I just wasted a whole lot of internet space for saying nothing. :satisfied: he he L♥VE L♥VE L♥VE