Yikes. Isn’t that the hottest lil animation you’ve ever seen? LOL Go check out MySpace to see another one. The weekends been okay so far. Yesterday I was so excited to go to Midnight Mayhem, you know the car races down at the Motor Speedway. But it got rained out I was looking really foward to that too. But you can guarentee that I will be at the next one March 25th haha. So it was me and Jenna. I don’t even know what happened to Tashina She was supposed to go… Anyways, we went and got Sariah and some other guy that I’ve already forgotten his name. Anyways then I followed this other kid Allan, haha I remembered his. And we found the illegal races and watched those. ha ha ha funny. Work tonight, and work tomorrow night. But good news, I have Thursday and Friday off. So I have a weekend for my birthday! oh heck yes!

I still can’t believe someone stole my condom :satisfied: But Marines are still the hottest thing ever. ANYWAYS, do you guys believe in “the one” I mean, in that there is only one person for you? Well what happens if you pass that one by, and you never get your chance with them again? What happens then? Can love really conquer all? And what if the one for you dies? Then what if you meet someone else, which one was really for you? or were they both? How do you know which one is for you? LOL I’m going to stop now and go get Sariah because we’re going on base. oh heck yes! more military guys, that’s just what I need, they almost wreck my car and turn my amp up so loud I can’t hear the words. oh but they’re so sexy. You know, a guy could be a marine and be the ugliest thing on the planet and I’d still think he was sexy haha because he is a marine. Marines and firefigherters, oh those are my weaknesses. ♥

[EDIT @ 1:50 pm] Before I go take a nap I wanted to say happy late birthday to him. I know we didn’t end on very good terms, but it never changed the way I felt about him. He was a very big part of my life and as everyone already knows, I still think about him everyday. Especially when I drove past the boot camp, I thought that was pretty funny. So Happy Birthday, the big 18, so lucky. I wish I was 18. I hope it’s a good year for you. ♥ [/EDIT]

So in addition to everything I wrote yesterday there’s more. Hardy har har. Wellll….I went and got them from the hotel at 1. Remember when Mike and his amazing lemings left a condom in a tub of butter outside my house? Yea well I had that condom in my car, in my glove box. I left it in there one day, and I just never took it out. Sooo We’re driving and Sariah sends me a text messege that says, “don’t say ne thing but I owe you one condom.” I freaked. That was MY condom, my SPECIAL condom. That was not replaceable. I was going to keep that thing forever, it was my example of, “look how much these guys cared about me.” I was driving, freaking out, yelling and I threw open the glove box looking for it, go figure it was missing. Then she trys to change the story saying that she didn’t take it. Needless to say that I was pissed at this point. Then she tries to say the guy had his own condom and that she didn’t take it. The guy says they didn’t even have sex yet he has hickies all over his chest. I never found the condom, and I am very upset about that. That was MY condom, my very very SPECIAL condom. To try and make me feel better the guys said they’ll go get me more butter and more condoms and spread it all over my car. Then they said they’d get everyone in their batalion or whatever to buy me a box of condoms. I guess, it wasn’t really that big of a deal, but in my head I’m thinking that someone’s lying to me. It was in the car when we got stopped by the cops, I saw it. Then all of a sudden it’s missing? It doesn’t have legs it didn’t just get up and walk away and I certainly didn’t take it. It makes me very angry, but I guess I’ll get over it. I still just wish someone would fess up. Don’t lie about it, someone took it.

So yea that was the first bit of drama. Then we’re driving back to San Diego, I got to go onto the marine base, mmm mmm mm. It’s really late at night, I was really tired, I had no idea how I was going to drive all the way back to Las Vegas, thank goodness I didn’t have to drive to San Diego. Now these guys gave us the directions. They specifically said to take the 5 North and it will cross the 15, well it didn’t and somehow we managed to end up in LA?! We tried callnig them a million times and they didnt’ answer, they didnt’ call back until 11 this morning. So we went and got a map and figured out our own way home. Jerks. haha they were really nice up until that point. We were so tired though, we had to keep talking about random things the entire time. Okay so I posted pictures of the adventure in the gallery, but there are no pics of me. ha I looked like crap the entire time. They’re mostly just random pictures. And when you see all these pictures of them bending over in my car, it’s because they kept fixing things. I have no clue why but they were fixing everything. From my subs, amp, and speakers, to my headlight. But my headlight is still broken, darn. Anyways I’m done now. I need to take another nap before work. Night.

What an interseting and tiring weekend I just had. I’m going to try and give you the quick version but I know it won’t work. Friday I worked 9-5, came home. My cousin came over and we palyed DDR. I got a few invitations to go out but I declined them all because my cousin was here. I got about four hours of sleep that night because someone kept calling me. I went to work in the morning and picked up Sariah around 6 we started to head out to San Diego. No I didn’t actually think we would go but we did. It took a few hours to get out there and then another hour just trying to find the guy. We passed our exit and he kept telling us to keep going. So we did and somehow ended up a mile away from the Mexican border.

When we finally found the guy, we went to the beach. Some drunken marines came over and started trying to talk to us. They were blasted too. One of them was talking to me and said something about how all the girls that live there don’t like marines and they’ve all been done wrong by one. Now I thought this was interesting, and I told him, “Yea, my ex-boyfriend is a marine.” haha it was funny. It was really flattering to hear these guys tell me how cute I was. Anyways, we finally got away from the drunk marines. Me, Sariah, the guy she wanted to see Josh, and his friend, Matt, went to eat. We were supposed to get a room but all of them were full. I saw the marine boot camp, haha. I didn’t sleep at all that night. Somehow we ended up taking the marines back here with us. ?!? So I’m here at home, where I should be and them three are a hotel room. I had to work Sunday night which is why we came back. After work I decided I wouldn’t go to the hotel room, I just went home. In fact I only spent about three hours in the hotel room and they were spent sleeping. I came home from work last night and passed out. It was so hard not sleeping when I was driving into Las Vegas. LOL my eyes kept rolling into the back of my head.

Okay now some main points I wanted to bring up here. I can’t believe these two boys are going to Iraq, I mean they’re so young. For eight months they’re going to be there and they’re leaving in like a week. It scares me, I hate thinking abuot what’s going on over there. Anyways that sucks. Also I’ve learned a lot about Marines from Josh, every other thing he said was something about how marines are. I guess they must all be the same, at least according to him they are. Another thing is, they are very macho. haha But they paid for everything, so I was thinking wow these guys are still gentlemen.

It was nice. It was a nice adventure. Not to mention we got stopped by the cops twice. I don’t know how we managed that but we did. haha Got away with it both times too. Well we didn’t get away with anything because we weren’t doing anything wrong. I don’t like the cops there, they stop you for nothing. But they asked the guy if he was active duty and he was haha so he’s just like you guys have a nice night. Bye. ♥Chelsea

It’s been a while, I know. Forgive me I’ve just been going through a lot lately. I couldn’t find the right words to update so I chose not to. I still don’t know what to say. Everything has been so overwhelming. This has been really hard on my family. I never knew I could cry so much. I think I’ve cried more in the past week than I have in my entire life. I faced my fears and I said my goodbyes. I couldn’t stand watching them close the lid to his casket. Everything in me was screaming. Everyone loved him, all of us. He was a great person, and he was friends with everyone. He lives on through us, his family and his kids. I will never forget all of us, his whole family standing around his casket for the last few minutes that we got to see him. All of us crying out, and the funeral director starting to close the lid. That single memory has been replaying in my head over and over for the last two days and it still gives me chills. It’s something I so don’t want to be real, but it is and there’s nothing I can do. To have to see tears in the eyes of everyone I love hurts so much. At least I know that there is no more pain for him anymore. And there’s no more worrying about him. But I loved him SO much, and I miss him.

It seems like they’ve just about dug the entire road up. I go to and from work everyday and I”ve never seen it so bad. I had to wait at least six minutes to get through one street. Then when the long line of cars finally moved, she stopped on me. She appologized and then told me she stopped me so she could hear my “boom boom” and yes that’s what she called it, she said it was something different. HA I think at the time I was playing Sasha - Dat Sexy Body, but I was kinda pissed at the lady. Not only that but then I had to turn my music down to hear what she was saying. That’ll teach me to go down that street after work, Not again.

I’m incredibly tired right now. I worked 9-4 today and I work that same shift, tomorrow, and Saturday. Saturday Sariah and I have plans to go meet a marine named Josh that she knows down in San Diego because he’s going to Iraq. I’m a little nervous driving all the way out there, but I guess it will be an adventure. Yall already know I have a thing for Marines too. hehe Poor Sariah’s already joined the Navy. It doesn’t really matter, it seems like everyone I know has already joined the military so maybe I should just jump aboard. :plain: