I’m back, well sort of. I’m not actually sure what to write about it’s been a while. I can’t actually say that I’m doing a whole lot better but I’m surviving. I even made a new layout. It makes me feel really good, because I love being in love and I think there is no other feeling in the world like it. Even love just between family members or friends is amazing. I got to spend some of Christmas day with most of my family. Family events always make me happy but sad at the same time, at this one I sat there thinking how I’d give my life for any one of them. So, being in love is amazing, beautiful, and magical, and that’s what this layout is about. Looking at it actually makes me feel good.

Yea, anyways it’s almost nine and I’m about to go out. I hate being in this house, haha especially after what has just happened, but it’s okay. I got the boom boom fixed for the third time and I could drive around for hours just listening to it. But I won’t do that tonight, I actually have plans. Feeling good, feeling great.