Sometimes life has a way of making us feel glorious and then bring us smashing down back to reality. We rise up so easily and fall quick and hard. But it’s reality and it’s life. These are the times, this is your life. Wheather good or bad, these moments wheather of glory or downfall are shaping the person you are. Never give up on yourself. You are worth more than gold, more than the world, and you are worth more than I. This is who I am, and you are who you are.

No one will ever love you like I do nor will anyone ever love me like you do. You are beautiful, and the world is beautiful. The darkness would disapear if only you’d open your eyes. You can have the world, if only you’d reach for it. You can breath if only you’d try.

Life is cold and dark and sometimes you may want to give up. We’ve all felt that. You are not alone. I can sit here and tell you of all the times I tried to give up. I’ve had eating disorders, I’ve cut myself, I’ve tried to comit suicide. I got through all that and you will too, and one day you’ll find an angel of glory that is going to take your breath away. You are worth more than you believe and you are loved more than you think. You are glorious, and an angel to me. If you don’t believe in anything else, believe in me. With every word, with every breathe, with every dream I still love you.

That up there is for Mike hehe I am always leaving notes on his car. LOL I’ve driven to his work after I get off and before he gets off just to leave a note on his car. Today, I went in there and saw him and when I left I almost forgot to leave a note, but I remembered in time and I left one on his car. I wonder if he ever gets tired of them?? I asked him what he does with them but he doesn’t tell me.

IMPORTANT I’m in the process of changing my domain name right now. The new domain name is Forgottenmemories.org. So write it down, and remember it because I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to keep this one. So once this one is gone, and I’m not sure at what point that is going to happen then remember that my new one is ForgottenMemories.org. It will probably take place within the next three days.

Anyways, I got registration on my car, hehe, new licence plates and I went back to school shopping. The back to school shopping at a wopping total of $250.87, I now have Ten new pairs of undies, three new pairs of jeans and twelve new shirts. Haha, amzing isn’t it? I had a $371 dollar check and now I have about $43 dollars left. I’m not even sure where the other $77 went. LOL Well I know $45 went to the credit card. That still leaves $30. anyways registration on the car cost $255 but my mommy paid for that. I love my mommy. hehe, This is a good post for now. Love you.

Why me? Why me? Why me? The day didn’t go all that great but it was bareable. Until just a little while ago. I come home everything is just fine and dandy then I go to the mailbox and my registration stuff for school is in there. So after I open up all the other mail I open it up so I can see what homeroom I have so I can compare mine to Amy’s and Go figure that I’m going to have Mr. Percin! If only you guys were here so you could have heard the screams and yelps that came out of my mouth. I can’t believe it. It seems like I always get him. I couldn’t stand him last year. It was horrible. I was looking foward to this year because I wouldn’t have to be in his class. Bleh, it’s a good thing it’s only homeroom, haha and he can’t give me homework! LOL It’s okay I guess, I found out that Amy has PO1 and I have 302 so they are fairly close we should be able to meet before first period and compare schedules. yaaay!

Anyways, work was good, life is good, Mike is the greatest. Need I say more? He makes me feel like I can breath again yet leaves me breatheless all at the same time.

He’s just amazing and with him, everything is beautiful. It’s cheesy, I know.

Days off are the best. Threre’s just a lot of lounging around and sleeping. On Tuesday I took Cecilie to her senior picture appointment. That was quick and easy. She came over to my house and stayed on the internet for a while then I took her home. Mike and I went out and then we went to pick up Cecilie and went to the movies and saw The Princess Diaries 2 Royal Engagement. I liked it, and I thought it was cute but…I think it was suposed to be a romantic comedy, well there wasn’t a lot of romance in it. I’m not even entirely sure how her and the guy fell in love with eachother, but they did. Oh well, it was cute anyway. Yesterday I went to a cleaning party at work. Then I went to Eldorado to pay my fine then off to the library. I picked up some CD’s. After the library I went to Joann’s and then to Pizza Hut to eat buffet with my mom. If you’ve never been there before I suggest you go. I don’t know if all of the Pizza Hut’s do it but the Pizza Hut on Nellis and Bonanza have a lunch buffet with all you can eat pizza and salad and anything else they bring out. I think it’s like 5.99 a person and it’s just awesome. I believe it starts at 11 and goes until 2. We got there around 12 and it was packed but it cleared out before the lunch buffet was over. Sooo Good. Anyways then I went with my mom to the Goodyear Tire so she could get her alignment fixed. We took my car home and left hers there. I took a nap. We went back to the place to pick up her car and I came home to wait for Mike. I went to a class for work yesterday called Ages and Stages it’s required there for everyone under 18. I also have to take a Signs of Illness class but I have to pay $5.00 for that one. I believe I’m going to take that one next Tuesday. Anyways I basically have no money and no gas in my car :/ Lucky me, I get a check tomorrow. I can’t wait, I’m going to go shopping, and it’s going to be good. Love you all.

[EDIT]I forgot that I updated my site. All the pages are fixed and there is a new CAM and link. I’m so glad I finally got that done :D[/EDIT]

Yesterday was the worst day at work I have ever had. It was horrible. It was really stressful. We were so busy and it seemed like no one was there. I have to go back today in about two hours It’s very upsetting. The day before that was probably the most interesting day I’ve ever had at work considering the fire doors went off twice. Somebody wasn’t doing their job.

Anyways yesterday sucked minus when Mike came to see me at work. Somehow he always makes everything better. He had to wait for me for almost a half an hour but just seeing him there put a smile on my face. He is the most amazing person I know. I’m so thankful for everything he’s done for me and everything he’s shown me. He’s the best.

I’m not very happy about school starting. I don’t know how I’m going to balance between school and work. It’s not like I can quit my job either now because I have the car that I have to pay for. It’s going to be hard but of course I can do it.

We’re going to sell the Malibu, I got it started today which is amazing considering my mom couldn’t do that. Cecilies dads friend is interested and he’s going to come look at it tomorrow morning hopefully. Oh joy! Hopefully it will start tomorrow I told him nothing was wrong with it, and now that I got it started with pretty much no problems I’m sure that there isn’t anything wrong with it. It just wasn’t the car for me.

Sooo anyways I’m off to get ready for work, I need to shower. I miss Mike.